I Missed a Chance to Become a Jew
June 7, 2011
I learned of the condition of employment. I would have to become a Jew and marry a Jew.
by Leonard Simpson
(henrymakow.com)
Times were tough for me. Maybe I was perceived by these people to be vulnerable.
I was working security at an upscale apartment complex and got to know a Jewish couple and their mother. They were friendly and seemed to think of me as part of their family. I was introduced to other family members, and to nieces. I also told them of my interest in construction and building management. They showed much interest because they themselves were in that industry. They eventually invited me to join their company and be trained by them. I said I would think seriously about it.
The mother, who had gone through much in life and had a lot of wisdom, was motherly toward me. I would phone her and bounce things off of her. She knew of the job possibility. It was through her that I learned of the condition of employment. I would have to become a Jew and marry a Jew.
I was stunned. I happen to believe that Christian salvation has come through the Jews. I believe that they have been blessed with many gifts and abilities. Why would they want to marry someone as ordinary as me, someone with not a lot going for him?
As well, why would I want to give up my European heritage? I happen to love my culture. I thought maybe they were hoping to have children who would be considered European in the future.
Working for this Jewish family was/is much more attractive than the government because, I see a community at work and helping each other and not depending on the government. Jews have a high standard of excellence in their lives and community. It's a very attractive offer. I didn't respond to it.
I have since run into a network of Jews on construction sites when I have worked as a construction security guard for the next company. They are very well-established in the high-end construction market.
If I want to re-enter into those circles I know that I must lose my identity. Most of the Gentiles that marry into their circles are European and that is a card I can play (I'm supposed to feel lucky about this, I guess). But do I want to do this? Do I want to make another entirely different set of friends and learn how to live a different way? Do I want to shmooze and play the games and find out who's who and who's more important? Do I want to give my genes to a child who I will not be considered one of my own? Do I want to ignore my past? Do I want to adopt another religion?
There is no strong, stable European community to lay hold of here where I live. They all depend on the government. I cannot go to anyone of them for a job or for help because Europeans don't help each other anymore.
I see other minorities doing this all the time. I enter into establishments where everyone is family working together from some Asian country. Europeans cannot do this. If I want to do business with my own kind, how do I even find them? If I enter a store and ask if it is owned by a European, I'll be hauled up before a human rights court.
I live like a foreigner in this big city. I feel alone. I am tempted by the strongest community that I see here. I am tempted but in the end, I am not Jewish.
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Debra said (June 9, 2011):
"I Missed a Chance to Become a Jew" refers to a way of life missing the point that Judaism is the traditional religion of Europeans, who are the descendants of Abraham (Anglo-Saxon).
The author states, "I happen to believe that Christian salvation has come through the Jews. Yet, Leonard Simpson's dilemma of betraying his European identity by joining or marrying into a Jewish community is an example of how mixed up nearly everyone is on the subject.
Jacob/Israel had twelve sons, which eventually became the twelve tribal patriarchs of Israel. These racial Jews are descended from the "House of Judah" who were the people living in Judea, the southern region of Israel, and were the Tribes of Judah, Benjamin, and Levites. The Levites being the priests at that time were dispersed between the North and South.
Only these Southern Tribes were referred to as Jews, but all followed one God and Judaism.
The much larger (by population numbers and area) northern region of Israel was made up of the other remaining Ten Tribed "House of Israel". This group has basically lost all their national and tribal identities, because they never were called Jews to begin with. They were either called by the names of their individual Houses/Tribes, or were simply called Israelites or the "House of Israel". Then, over the centuries, their Israelite identities were lost, and they are now only called by the names of the modern-day nations that they became.
These nations are - U.S.A., Australia/New Zealand, Canada, South Africa, Northern France, Ireland, Belgium, Scotland, Denmark, Gibraltar, United Kingdom, Scandinavia, Baltic States.
Had Leonard Simpson joined the community, he might, in fact, be closer to his original roots of Judaism and his identity as an "Israelite" which is Anglo-Saxon and "Israel", not a Gentile.